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“Just Keep Swimming”

When you have to keep going

Kristin DeMarr
3 min readAug 9, 2019

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The phrase, uttered by Dory in Finding Nemo becomes my daily, hourly mantra some days.

“Just Keep Swimming!”

Who am I kidding? Most days.

I have to keep going. I have no choice. I have four children that are counting on me.

Yes, dear reader, you are right that there is always a choice.

Giving up is a choice I am unwilling to make. Formally.

Informally, I give up so many times. Daily, and/or hourly.

Some days look like this:

I can do it!

I can definitely do it!

I can’t do this.

Yes, you can do it! You have to do it!

There is no one else who can do it for you.

I can’t possibly do this.

You HAVE to do it!

OK, I can do this.

Maybe.

Maybe tomorrow.

Tomorrow is my favorite word. Today is always too overwhelming. Tomorrow sounds better. Tomorrow I will feel better. Tomorrow I will find some motivation. Tomorrow is my day, folks! I can do it tomorrow.

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Kristin DeMarr
Kristin DeMarr

Written by Kristin DeMarr

Single mom of 4 kids with exceptional needs. Trying to write and keep my shit together. Click to help support me! https://kristindemarr.medium.com/membership

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